Choose Freedom! Not drama! And the Latchkey Kid

Our Father in Heaven is infinitely good. Always loving! Always beautiful! He is the God of healing and has healed me of 52 years of trauma that I had been carrying for an extremely long period. And if you have experienced trauma, if you have emotional scars today, I proclaim that you can be freed from all of it and move forward. It will necessitate some effort on your part, and it initially commences with a deliberate choice!

Today I choose to be a Daughter of the King

Look how effortless that was! I am the Daughter of the King of Kings! I possess this truth and He speaks over me, declaring “Tina, you are free indeed!” And I am embracing freedom! My choice! Do I deserve it? No! However, He affirms the opposite —> He declares I am free! So I sing!

“But when one turns to the Lord, the veil is removed. Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. And we all, with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another. For this comes from the Lord who is the Spirit.”
‭‭2 Corinthians‬ ‭3‬:‭16‬-‭18‬ 

I attended the “Arise Women’s Summit” with feelings of frustration, fear, and upset. The train derailment in East Palestine, Ohio, and the resulting contamination of the Ohio River, had significantly increased my concern for my family’s well-being. Moreover, I was carrying my own emotional burdens, in addition to the chaos in the world. I arrived at the Summit feeling discouraged, hopeless, and yearning for freedom. However, I was unable to liberate myself due to the strongholds I had allowed to develop in my life. In retrospect, I should have sought refuge in my Heavenly Father, a fact I should be well aware of.

I find it puzzling that we need reminders of these significant events. The Jews, for instance, were liberated by the King of the Universe and witnessed remarkable occurrences, such as the parting of the Red Sea. Observing this phenomenon must have been breathtaking. They traversed the sea floor and watched as their pursuers met their demise when their God, who protected them, unleashed a wall of water, resulting in the drowning of their enemies. Nonetheless, they forgot and began worshiping golden calves, which seems illogical.

Over the weekend, I learned at the summit that our choices shape our lives. We bear full responsibility for our lives. I chose not to succumb to self-pity and instead sought help. In my vulnerability, I turned to God and acknowledged my inability to overcome this challenge by myself.

I have experienced a profound sense of release, as if fifty-two years of burdens, both self-imposed and externally imposed, have been lifted in a single moment. I feel an unprecedented level of freedom. This weekend, as I face significant challenges in my professional life, likely triggered by God’s anointing upon me, I chose to affirm, “Lord, I desire your presence. Lord, bless them! Lord, protect me from their unconscious use of manipulative tactics.” I extend forgiveness to them, recognizing that they are unaware of the forces at play. Ultimately, they will come to realization. I remain hopeful.

At the hospital where I work, I always made it a point to sing in the halls as a way to express my devotion. I deliberately chose to focus on my faith. I had the opportunity to feel rejected, angry or indignant. I could have also chosen to fight back, but I realized that would have been an unwise use of my time. Instead, I chose to worship and commit myself to my work, and I am now happier as a result.

The video showcased ladies who opted to make worship a fun experience. Why can’t we enjoy ourselves with our Father in Heaven? Seriously, must everything be so serious all the time? I want to share laughter with my Father in Heaven!

As a matter of fact, I choose joy! I choose to joyfully worship Him. Amen!